My LJ is so emo now. Wow. I'm gonna go back to my black-light-lit room and cry in the corner listening to alkaline trio.....shit

There's a certain, appropriate amount of power one's supposed to weild while in a relationship. Wielding too much hurts the other person and robs them of their individuality, and often of their ability to be without you. Not weilding enough is to yield that individuality and to not stick up for yourself or realize your own value. I think I've ( Read more... )

I heard a death rattle today. It was terrifying.

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.
✓ I don't watch much TV these days.
✓ I own lots of books.  (...text books)

× I wear glasses or contact lenses.
✓ I love to play video games.  (Thus I avoid them so I don't fall into their insidious trap)
× I've tried marijuana.

✓ I've ( Read more... )

"And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time ( Read more... )

I've become a more anxious person recently. I'm not sure what of many things is making me this way, but i feel like I'm always on the run...both to and from places. I think a big part of it was uprooting from atlanta and moving out west while my parents uprooted and went to Va. I feel like I have no home. No home in the sense of that place ( Read more... )

Is it better to try for something you know is doomed...to walk knowingly into failure, than to not try? I guess you have to weigh the consequences, but everyone's standards are different. What about heartache? Is it stupid to pursue someone you know doesn't feel the same way? Is it dumb to keep seeing someone whose amazing friendship ( Read more... )

tearing at its chain it snarls and roars ( Read more... )

I figured out that I just use LJ to bitch and moan. I guess I like to let people know when I'm feeling shitty? Misery loves company? Sympathy? Man, how vain can I get?!?! I wish this could be something different, especially because I recognize my flaw, but alas...I'm miserable ( Read more... )

Kidding ( Read more... )