moving to KANSAAAAAAASSSS......truely have been happier than i have ever been before and now it feels real ( Read more... )

happy as a clam....what does that saying mean...arent clams cold and are being given a permanent life of a swirly...only waiting to be eaten by some large garbage picking species...or by a flying rat committing homicide with a dagger-like beak over and over.......happy as a clam....well i guess the feeling of being protected, having strong muscles ( Read more... )

...am i not attractive or interesting anymore...

"Know thyself." -Socrates

i am who i am but when i think about what i am not, then i am not who i really am!

p.s. "If the only tool you have is a hammer, you tend to treat everything as if it were a nail." -Abraham Maslow

p.s.s. still no apartments :(

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH really wanting to jump in my ma n pas pool right now....but its brown and green ( Read more... )

why is it that the comments are eating away a confusion hole straight through my core ( Read more... )

oooooo february....nice month...ground hogs ma's bday sisters bday valentines day...and the sun is brighter!...sooooo joel was right...like usual...why keep putting up with the highschool drama of menards when i should move on...i kind of should thank this whole situation of craziness at work because its pushing me to my limits and making me ( Read more... )

soooo ive been drawing again and surprising myself at the same time...awesomeeeee...and in case you were wondering the fetus is one of the things i drew...kinda creepy but i didnt think of it first...in fact im drawing da vincis works into a collage and a fetus happens to be one of them ( Read more... )

new years...awesome...the days up until school starts...awesome...the days to follow..scary...i'm extremely excited for school to begin but im kind of scared that its winding down soon and i still have no idea what i really really want to do...if i had it my way i would just travel the world, not pay rent, and help people....i hate being lost still ( Read more... )

well 2009 is winding down and there has been ALOT since may...joel is finally back for good until he leaves again danaaa....but im extremely happy and taking things day by day...i currently have only 8 more classes to take to double major so i am looking to graduate in theh spring of 2011 ONE MORE YEAR!!!! im already thinking about moving out back ( Read more... )

tomarrow is the day when i become an auntie.....eekk.....joel visited for a week and now im headed down there for a week aaaaand I COULDNT BE HAPPIER....things are going great now...my grades arent good but with the new semester and being done moved in...i have a feeling things will get better....yay...cant wait for all the newness!!!!