so yeah i wasnt able to give up to date stats back there but ive been really busy...ive been to mississippi two times in the past month ive been to dc pennsylvania north carolina and texas too for breakfast lunches and dinners between flights mainly....adn now im in school adn im freaking out i work on weekends and have 5 classes and NO TIME...i ( Read more... )

well today is pack the u-haul day...lots to do before we start driving over night....pack call insurance make sure my plane ticket back home went through say goodbye to my ma laundry and bank...yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy traveling with my punka...and first plane flight im soooo excitedddddddd....its been 3 yrs since a vacation para mi....3 yrs to long

living at my aunts house with joel is so much fun!!!! ahhhhhhhhhahahahhahahaaaaa

this weekend was packed im glad i didnt go upnorth...friday i went downtown to meet with rob and joanie and then went to a strip club with my boy joel and hung out all night....it was such a good funny night they found a sewer adn crawled in hahahah...saturday was my sisters bday party her last summer basketball game a wedding and then went to a ( Read more... )

im beginning to realize what friends truely are....and that i need more gf's cuz guys are never your friend unless they will stand by you when you are messed up in the head and with another guy...thats a guy friend...i was planning on going up north FINALLY but one of the guys hasnt talked to me in a week and used to talked to me everyday adn awed ( Read more... )

things just get better....more and more everyday :D yay!!!

lasic was aweeeeeeeeeeesoooooooooooomeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

i can see i can seeeeeeeeee

and my punka took me!!

reading back on everything...digging deep in my mind...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME ( Read more... )

my insides are twisting....i feel sick....lightheaded and felt pukey the last 2 days ( Read more... )

a shell of mine has been broken and i feel more alive than ever....the only thing that will lift the scrap shells off of me is going out to eat with my real dad and telling him everything that i feel for him....ive allways been a trusting person to a point example : if you ask me to help ill allways be there type person or if you want me to hold a ( Read more... )