July 8th @ Jamestowne Hall

Jamestowne fest.  yes, its only one day this year, and its not TMK run, we just are using the name.

OUTDOOR
1200-1230: Stockholm Bloodbath
100-130: Shattner Mask
200-230: As She Falls
300-330: Eyes To The East
400-430: From The Top Rope
500-530: Onyxlovemagnet
600-630: Nihilist
700 ( Read more... )

im really sad to know there is no way i will be able to see fire works tomorrow.

i have work instead.

im not pissed...just sad...

ive been sad lately and i am unsure of why, but i wish i could be happy again, like i waas a few weks ago...

i realize now im not doing anything differnt...i just found a different circle to run in.

and this is life

i hate the spaces between knowing what you want to do and actually doing it.  they kill the soul.

i am thinking of going back to school, part time starting in the winter.  not for a degree, just some history and art classes...things i lvoe to learn more about every day.

art is bascially keeping me sane these days.  i get lost in it.

and her eyes.  her ( Read more... )

sometimes i really hate living in my house.

sometimes i feel really left out of things too.

but i never tell anyone.  becasue in the end its never worth causing the ripples in the pond.

ever.

all i feel right now is anger...

i hate feeling anger...

but i cant help it...

i want to just break something beautiful and full of life...

just stand over it with bloody knuckles and a sense of calm...

destroy to create.

i actually have decent hours, tho i stil wish i worked more ( Read more... )

Misery Signals - The Year Summer Ended In June
This time was our summer
It was something no one could take from us
Sometimes that night seems so close
Like I could hold it
You said alright we'll be fine
But how could we have known
Do you remember
Roll down the window and let in night air
I always thought we'd be together
You said that we'd never ( Read more... )

What do you do when two halves do not make a whole ( Read more... )

As i sit here, listening to Pelican as loud as possible to drown out my surroudings on my headphones, smoking a ciggarette Chris was nice enough to leave me, i continplate many things ( Read more... )

its kind of funny how you can help someone across the street...making sure they are safe and okay.  but when you need that same hand, suddenly you are alone on that corner ( Read more... )