Cynical,much?
Oh,from now on,you bet babygirl.

Because my trust in you,even as a friend now...just went right out that fucking window.Bad enough you had to break me...now you have to lie to me too?And yet,you still know that you have me wrapped around your finger;crawling back to you like a little puppy that's been kicked one time too many.Or maybe ( Read more... )

Somehow I knew that this summer was going to be the end of what seemed to be eternal bliss.Yeah.She broke up with me,on...the 19th?Yeah,I believe that's the date.And damn...wow...I don't think I've ever taken something so hard.I cried that night,obviously,and the day afterwards...until I got to see her that next night.Yeah,ever since the break up ( Read more... )

Well,this week has basically gone to hell.
Not cool.
My grade in pre-cal is KILLINGGGGG me.
[[I have no clue why I ever signed up for it...I'm too stupid to do anything right in math]]

I cried a lot this week.Had a lot of my parents yelling at me and threatening to take guard out of my life if my pre-cal grade doesn't go up.And I've been battling a ( Read more... )

Hmmmmm.It's been a while since I've posted.Perhaps I should update on my oh so exciting life?[[nottttt]]

Well this weekend I think I pretty much proved to myself[[and Emma!]]that I can be a good performer.Just took a little pep talk from her and a little mental strength to bring it out of me.Prelims was pretty good.My opening six was a little low... ( Read more... )

So I'm looking at the clock.In about....six hours we'll be at my house.
Showered up.
Cuddling in my bed.
Together.
Just the two of us.
For the first time in a long time.

With no time limit and no worries.
I can't wait to hold her through the night <3

Being in love...that's a scary thought.And I dunno...

I'M IN LOVE WITH HER...

So we're definitely past the point of having to hold our breath and praying that everything will turn out for the better.Not meaning to jynx anything,but we're in the clear at this point.And it is by far the most...amazing,spectacular,unbelievable feeling EVER.I can't even begin to tell you how much I adore this girl.And I'm not going to.Because ( Read more... )

Anticipation is building up for a multitude of reasons.Tomorrow being one of the most important reasons.And I honestly have anxiety running through me like crazyyyyyy.I can't wait.

Saturday....the thought of performing makes me wanna puke right now >_<

And you...I don't get you.First you try to sabotage what we just freshly started,as if it wasn't ( Read more... )

Last night was just...so amazing.World Guard came out of that performance and some of us were CRYING.That's how amazing it was.We felt it.Oh,we definitely felt it.I just can't even tell you how perfect my show was.Smacked EVERYTHING.Performed the hell out of it.If that was world class finals in Ohio for me,I wouldn't have any regrets whatsoever.

And ( Read more... )

Karma came back to bite someone in the ass last night,huh?
HA.
Hope the ankle feels better soon....not!!!!!!!!!!!!

As far as my day goes,I just kinda...gave up.Why bother trying to understand what's wrong with her when she refuses to tell me?Yeah,I know it has to do with still liking him.But why is she mad at Sammy too?I don't get it.But you know what ( Read more... )