I've been finding myself to be very irritable latly. I haven't felt this way in a long time. I've tried just to play it off and act like I don't care but I am so sick of doing that.

My halloween blowed ass. I trick or treated less than an half and hour....smell that? smeels like bullshit. My costume was so baller too. I was Edward Scissorhands, even though I had make up and scissors as hands people still went hey look Jack Osbourne. I do not look like Jack fucking Osbourne!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!!!!

I have to admit I am kind of upset. No one came to the show except for Kim and Monica, Monica didn't get to see the band perform but at least she showed up. Kim had a show today, I couldn't go because I didn't want to deal with all of the drama. I am so tired of being stressed out and shit. It is getting really old really fast.

Everyone who reads this go to the show tomarrow. Where Is Monday is playing at Pis at 730. It's only 7 bucks. I could even afford that. So go to the show.

I played a show with Where is Monday. They said I was in the band so I am really happy. I woke up today in the best mood ever. Thursday we are playing a show at PIS. anyone who reads this should go because Where is Monday is cool.

That's it, I really believe that I'm just a disappointing asshole. That's all i am. I finally have a spark of happiness and I just end up right where I freaking started. That's the story of my life. That's what I'm here for. I try my best everyday to wake up and fulfill other peoples needs and look where it gets me everytime. What did I do so wrong ( Read more... )

So I tried out for Where Is Monday Sunday. I learned a couple songs and played them. It was so fun, at least for me anyways. I am going to go there today and learn some more of their songs. It would be so cool to get into this band. I really want to get in and my fingers are crossed and yours should be too. It's about time something works out for ( Read more... )