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This journal, from now on, is to be called "Erin's Problem Louge". Because that's all I use it for. To post about my medical issues. To let people know how I am, what's up. And most of what's up concerns my health. I've been emotionally and physically feeling much better. Even my diet has become a bit more balanced since I've returned to school, so ( Read more... ) -
Vinyl In Mono
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How do you get over?
So, I have been doing better overall. My right hand has been numb constantly for nearly two months and I haven't had many episodes. There are still some days where I'm just totally wiped out and feel bad, but they are fewer in number. I am having a few problems with my stomach and eating again. I have this really weird food "thing". I have ( Read more... ) -
Scissors sprint, sinking into sweet, soft skin
So, my kitty is gone. I miss her, but I know it was best for her. Lately I've been really feeling awful. We were supposed to call the doctor two days ago to let him know how the past three weeks have been. My last appointment was three weeks ago and he talked about some...options I have if my condition has not improved. The days I feel good I feel ( Read more... ) -
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Yesterday was a day from hell. My symptoms flared up, I was over emotional...cried about everything, and my parents think we should consider having my cat put to sleep. Her mental and physical health has been taking a steady plunge over the past year. She's only two, but she has a few medical problems. Mainly it's her epilepsy, but she also usually ( Read more... ) -
The broad-brush skyline mirrors your sorrows
I had a doctors appointment today and he finally is talking about giving me a neurologist referral, so I have to stay on my current medication for three more weeks and if I'm still not drastically improved, I can get a ref. I hope I'll be a lot better, but sadly I doubt it. :-( It's been three months since my problems have started and I've been ( Read more... ) -
Be a poet, or just write like one
Today is one of those rare days in which I actually delight in reading old poems of mine. If only I had the courage to share them with my English teachers/school literary magazine ( Read more... ) -
Cannon coils pinned in place of eyes
So, I've decided that despite my cravings for new music that have grown increasingly intense, my lack of employment, need for funds toward my trip to Spain in spring, and semi-boredom already...I am not pursuing a job. I was thinking the other day...what did I really hate more...the actual job itself or the fact that I was totally selling out for ( Read more... ) -
And you're there in the breezeway...
My condition, sadly, deteriorates and my parents are not helping. My mother deems me "drama queen," it really is quite sick. I am a person, their daughter, trudging about with this forsaken ailment and they make fun of me. I wish I were healthy, I really really do. I want to walk and enjoy the wind whipping my hair...doing a brief tango before the ( Read more... )