Okay, so the thing, that when you take it down to the very basics, is this:

If I were to die right now, no one would even notice. It'd take a few days at the least. Probably not until I started to smell.

This isn't some "gimme some love" thing. It's just the fuckin' truth.

I am insignificant.

****Alright so Friday, January 31st 8:30 or 9pm at Rick's for my birthday debauchery. I'd like to get a table if it's possible but I guess we'll see. Come and bring friends. Let's make Rick's our bitch ( Read more... )

Well, I think I'm bi-polar because I am fucking elated right now and I have about zero reason to be so... but hey, I'll fuckin' take it ( Read more... )

Well today, my life as I have known it all school year and, to a lesser degree, my life of the past year and a half ceases to be as I knew it.

I am so scared but it has to be... there is no other choice and I have to just get through this. But goddamn it's gonna be hard.

JERRY: You know, if the situation were reversed and Manya had some mah-jongg championship or something, I wouldn't expect her to go to my funeral. I would understand ( Read more... )

So this morning I went ahead and made a counseling appointment for myself. I had to wait til tomorrow cause I had intentions of going to class today... to no avail ( Read more... )

Out of nowhere...

LanceboDog: you couldn't suck my ass
LanceboDog signed off at 9:05:18 PM.

I guess that's a good thing to know.

Or something.

~I think Joe Lieberman looks like a cocker spaniel ( Read more... )

will some one please tell me why it's so easy for others... especially those close to me... to just not care about me at all?

please?

I had a lot of fun last night. This despite the efforts of one individual in particular. Seems that a certain sad individual makes it a point to try to start shit everytime we both happen to be at the same event. It happened at Halloween. It happened last night. She goes out of her way to try and upset me. She goes out of her way to upset ( Read more... )