Oh journal... You have been here for me through everything... And I think you will be with me in the end...

Sie haben mich verletzte bis zum Zentrum. Sie nahmen die eine Sache von mir, dass durchbrechen könnte mich ... und ich höre ich stehe mit meinem broken pieces of my heart in meine Hände nicht zu wissen, was zu tun. Sie sind dumm an jemanden, bieten Ihnen die Welt ... und dann einige. Ich für euch. Karma bereits hat unsere Zahlen .... Ich habe ( Read more... )

Wow.... an incredibly amazing woman once said... Unless its mad, passionate, extraordinary love its a complete waste of your time. There are too many mediocre things in life and love shouldn't be one of them. What an amazing thought... too bad more people dont think like this....

Which is so untrue. Of course when it comes down to it, everyone of us will have our heart broken a few times.... and some will hurt more than others... I think the older you get, the harder your heart hurts. I just want to be happy in life and when you find someone that makes you happy, you have a tendency to embrace that.... To nurture that kind ( Read more... )

You are there when you want to be here.... You always have me around when you need someone to talk to.... I have waited for your call... waited to be near you.... waited to see you. And now I am realizing this is pointless. I AM better than this. I will not let you hurt my feelings.

Here it is, yet another beautiful day outdoors and luckily I have made it to the front yard so I can soak up some of the rays and hopefully allow the universe the moment to expand my mind and heart. Here I sit, under this beautiful, weepy tree and think about this time by myself. I can appreciate spending time alone..... but sometimes it gets too ( Read more... )

Putting on the smile on my face is almost as common place for me as putting on my clothes.... You really wonder what goes through my mind? Where did I go wrong in life. Not one of us is without some sort of doubt in our lives.... I just feel like mine is a lot more abundant than I ever really acknowledged. The lovers, those of us who do our ( Read more... )

It has been forever since I have written in here. I have so many crazy things to tell you, and I hope over the course of the next few weeks I can start to put more of the pieces of my life together on here ( Read more... )

When you feel at a low point.. and you feel sad... something is going on in the atmosphere... and you just arent privy to it... I found out someone I was friends with in high school passed away few days ago... he was running from the cops... Am I suprised? No.. Do I feel pity for him and his family? yes. Do I think I might have felt it. Possibly so ( Read more... )

So I had a friend I made when I was a young girl that was from another country. I met him at Disneyworld, and were pen pals for years. He called me on the phone when I was a teenager and as I got older we drifted apart. I havent spoken to him in years and I would love to see how he is doing. The last place I knew he was located was the Netherlands ( Read more... )