time has come to return to the journal of freedom, wether new or old joining this diary. its all about just being able to express how we feel as humans ( Read more... )

wow i have found this once again

Well I found my Old Journal, This is a trip I am now 23 I think the last time I posted on this way prob about 4 years ago or even longer. things have been crazy for quite a while, I met this guy named robert on the internet and I have lived with him for about 3 years, we lived on this farm in Mcminnville now we just recently moved back to portland ( Read more... )

Its crazy to think ive had this journal as long as i have had.. not sure if anyone even reads or cares anymore..but here i am..life is a trip. its a cycle of endless drinking and curiousity :P
im so lost..but oh well...

Hello Out there ( Read more... )

I have returned to update things are starting to get a little better in my life. i start a new job on tuesday, and i am content

Hello,
WEll I am offically turning 21 in six days! i'm excited and nervous! Its a trip that its going to finally happen. I kinda wish i had never drank until now, then maybe itd be more exciting.. oh well
going to bars and no paranoia about drinking anymore will be nice :) i hate paranoia! someone feed me Anti paranoia pills :)_ hahaha

panties rule!

girls.. there all i can think about! ahhh

Things have been getting better somewhat, I met someone mega special who lives on the island. I totally have a crush on him. Its just kind of a mixed up time for me though and I'm not sure what to do or how to handle all this stress.. ahhh ( Read more... )