I think, if there's anything i've realized, is that i don't like relationships. i prefer friendships any day. with relationships its like you have to pretend to like everything about a person, when in fact they tend to get on your nerves ( Read more... )

I am so ready to go back to school...I don't know how i'm going to pay for my suppies, but i guess i'll do it somehow ( Read more... )

I got my laptop stolen ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

You know, sometimes in life you are thrown a curve ball. A close friend's love life comes crashing down, and you are there to pick up the pieces. You feel as though love isn't all its cracked up to be, that it just doesnt happen anymore. You lose all trust in people, and this insane holiday called christmas never made single people very happy ( Read more... )

So many days, so many nights my life does not make sense. last night I spent having sushi with my sister brittany and like fifteen of her little friends. The food was great of course, my mother was just so happy to see me, and near the end of the night, we made this concoction of a drink with a glass of dr peper that someone had accidentally ( Read more... )

I'm coming home to SLO for brittany's 16th birthday. I cannot believe that she is gonna be sixteen. How is that posible ( Read more... )

Guess who had a date tonight? ME thats who. I was in class, and I got a call from a guy I had a vague crush on, but since I hadn't heard from him in a while, I sort of brushed it off and was like, 'okay, whatever, he's not interested.' but out of the blue, he called, and we went to dinner at this fabulous mexican restaurant in Alameda called La ( Read more... )

Today I had a crit in my abstract drawing class. I swear to god I think i was the only one in the class that didn't get a lot of positive criticism. It was really depressing, especially since I hated what i showed. I woke up this morning to chose what work to show for the crit, and I realized that I hated all of it. All of it. I hated the direction ( Read more... )

Last night I went to show where a friend's band was playing. I enjoy the band's music a lot, its very playful and fun, but the night was definitely hindered by the asian guy who spent the entire night trying to get into my pants. He tried to kiss me at one point, and I had to use my hands and push his face away ( Read more... )