I havent posted here in a long time - sorry I sometimes dont really get on much. I go on facebook some to look at pictures and sometimes you tube but forget about Live journal ( Read more... )

Well I never got to sleep last night - between the fireworks and her being sick/crying. Clint said when he got home at 7am he would watch her and let me sleep for a hour or two. But that never happened - he never came home so at 9am I was exhausted and just emotional I loaded everything up into the car. I just drove around for a while till Mom woke ( Read more... )

It late here - It been a rough few days. Rebekah not really been herself - I think she cutting her canine teeth and from what I read it takes months for them to come through. Last week she wouldnt eat at all - she only drink milk. She got some of her appitite back but now she not sleeping well. It takes me a while to go to sleep - unlike clint who ( Read more... )

Not sure if I wrote here about what happened between Clint and his family - I know I mentioned in my few entries lately about how bad things are but not sure if I wrote how it all got this way..... I cant sleep got a lot on my mind and thought I would write about it. Those who read it - if you have any input on how you would handle this sitution I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if I should try to continue things with Clint? Is it really worth it? He occasionally helps and I put occasionally as a strong word. He always promising oh I will do that or I will get to that dont worry. The sad thing is I have gave up believing him. He told me for almost a year now he will do the carpet so I dont have to clean ( Read more... )

Well I finally decided to open up about this. Its been 16 months now and I been afraid to talk to anyone concerning this so finally trying to talk about it. While I was pregnant I had SO many people start pushing the whole Birth Control thing on me - I felt like I was being pressured into choosing one and not much time to descide. My midwife raved ( Read more... )

anyone out there? Its me Hope :) I thought I see who still active on my friends list? I sick with a cold and got a lot on my mind with no where to express it. I can say things on FB thanks to my wonderful (hateful) inlaws

I have seriously considered stopping my blog here - I like writing on here but sometimes I feel I no longer have friends. It just seems like such a waste these days - like my words dont mean anything to those out there. So unless something happens as of right now I am seriously considering shutting down ( Read more... )

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Not doing too good tonight. After all thats been said..... Its just not been a good night for me.

Thinking this might be my last entry here