i let facebook do my dirty work for me...but here's the official word. brian i got divorced in september. it has been hard, but hopefully is for the best. i'm almost at my halfway point in honduras. not sure where i'm going next. i'm thinking germany... hope you all are doing well!

leaving today for fort sill, ok. ugh. brian is driving out with me so we'll have a few more days together but i won't see bella for a few months. she's going to be all grown up! i'm nervous for this training because it's been 5 months since i've done anything military, but hopefully everything will work out ok. i will post my address when i ( Read more... )

when my mom and my grandparents died, i inherited money. i would give all that money back in a second to have my mom here instead.

i'm not made to be walked all over.

first day of classes. this semester is going to be awesome. i have such high expectations for everything ( Read more... )

so much running thru my head now. finally back from mexico. it was an intense and interesting two weeks. brian is at ranger school until at least mid-march. i miss him terribly already...i'm excited to go back to dickinson on thursday...that's about all i have for now.

-c

my dad: "i started the laxatives for my colonoscopy last night and i've been crapping ever since. but the good news is that jack slept in his own bed last night. he said he was afraid i was gonna shit on him."

i love my dad. :-)

ps- i'm officially going to be flying for the army. aviation, hooah! :)

okay so i had a complete meltdown tonight when brian left. i hate only seeing him for 2 out of 7 days. i hate sundays the most when i have to go to sleep in a cold lonely bed. ugh. i know i need to "get used to it" but i know i never will. it just makes me sad. i want to spend all of my time with him, and the army is interfering with that!

it's hard enough to be away from brian for a week...how the hell did i managae 3 months! and how am i going to deal with a year? *sigh*

New wedding date: June 9th, 2005