if i lay here

[starkissed3]

tonight my eyes are so heavy that i almost cannot keep them open. i feel like everything is just too much. i go on from day to day and i only feel what i allow myself to feel. nothing more and nothing less. i write down what i allow myself to write. i speak what i allow myself to speak. if it's just too big or i think it will hurt just a little bit

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[loudbrown]

amybear
i know we're not best friends or anything but i really think you need to talk to someone or let yourself just open up a little so you feel better and happier

[starkissed3]

i was having absolutely the WORST day that day. obviously. but yeah, im alright though. im the kind of person who cannot see things in perspective until i calm down and just step back for awhile. sometimes it takes more time than others. but im okay though. thanks though, shruti. how are you? where are you going to collegE?

[carmabelle07]

amy my love. I hate it when you are sad! it makes me want to cry. I am here for you ALWAYS and so are aimee and the other girls so please talk to me or them because we love you soo much and want to help you! you know you are my best friend and you have so many other people who care for you. I love you honey and you should not be this unhappy because you are the most amazing person ever!! you know I am always right down the street hun! dont let those years hold you back

[starkissed3]

aw thanks girl. im alright. bad day in the life of a drama queen. you know 8-)