we're soaring
flyying 
there aint a star
in heaven that we
cant reach. <3

Carmen and I are wonderful.

I finished Christmas shopping for:
-my mommy
-tommy
-dani almost
-carmen

I need: 
-my dad

I finished birthday shopping for:
-tommy
-dani
-joanie

Need to buy:
-cookie stuff... lot of cookie stuff.

omg stupid i hate not having time to do anything.
i work 7 days a week and go to school 3.
carmen works 5/6 days a week and goes to school 4.

so my week is 10 days into 7.
and  his week is 9 into 7.

the earliest we can ever hang out is 9.
i hate it.

and then where does that leave time for anything else.
anything.

and i have nothing to talk about ever ( Read more... )

i love my huni baby <3

i realized... this is stupid.
live journal with three friends.
well one that hates you and
another that never comments
anyway and another one that
says shes wants to hang out
but hangs out with everyone else
instead. i feel like i should give up
on my friends. ive never had a lot
anyway.

true love
do you know
what you do
to me
true love
does it show
as i live
and breathe <3.

no matter what im always feeling second to some other
but really i think that its all in my head.. thinking im more
than im not or shes more than i am. for whatever reason
subconciously i make myself jealous or angry or upset 
over things that will never change or that i could never 
change or...     i really need to see some kind of therapist.

I miss Erin and Sarah.
Seriously, I havent really
talked to either of them in
so long but whenever I do,
we just bounce back into
best friendship and I'm so 
glad for that.

You guys really rock and I'll
consider you my best friends
for ever <33..

Joanie, Sarah, Erin, Dani <3

Because you're the ones
who understand me and all of
my situations. And the ones that
I ( Read more... )

blah blah blah blah blah blah
whine whine whine.

carmen and i had another sleepover
in the tent outside lol ..

and attempted to carve pumpkins.
never again.

and dont eat wings from dominos.
iew god.

1 month tomorrow!
its expected that we hang out all the time<3 ( Read more... )

This is why I love
Joanie, Carmen, and Dani. <3.

It's always like this in the beginning of a relationship.
It's not that I dont WANT to hang out with my friends.
I do.
But I love Carmen. <33 And I want to see him every 
minute of every day. His friends invited him to hang 
out the other night and I made him, because friends 
ARE VERY important.

Joanie says,
"Thats how it is, you want to spend time with ( Read more... )