"i really think i am that naive.

but then there are those moments
that make me retrack my statement
above.

then something else happens
and i fall right back to that
comment.

UGH"

-----------------I second that.

i miss amanda.. where are you amanda.

10 days. I like it. 
I like him. We're
having a good 
time. except he
never wakes up
in the morning
and is starting to
remind me of a 
certain someone.

She will remain nameless.  She dreams of getting married in a big garden with a million flowers and beautiful caged doves ( Read more... )

i feel a little lost.
as in where im
going with my 
friends type of 
direction. 

 i like him <3.

Its so hard to find time ( Read more... )

Im Exhausted ( Read more... )

Things that have crossed my mind today ::

- I really need to get my car checked out for this vacation.

- I love summer and I never want it to end.

- I love going to the beach early before work.

- Will really turned out to be a jackass
an idiot
selfish
stuck on his ex, i guess
 and I'm glad 
that I'm way totally over him.
fucking doofus.

-I'm proud of myself ( Read more... )

So. Life Isn't Fair. There is no reason for things like 
this to happen to people like that. I've been thinking about it.
And I don't even know what to say.... It almost feels like if 
nothing is said.. and I pretend that it isn't real.. 
it will never happen.
Things like this mean so much to me.