first class down. the jewelry prof was a younger woman who was very vivacious and cute. and she's been doing jewelry/metals for 10 years, so hopefully that'll translate into some worthwhile classtime. i'm actually already stoked about my first project, for which i need to do some research before wednesday. i believe our first project is a pierced ( Read more... )

first of all, i'd just like to say thanks to nanette for reading my journal and leaving me encouraging comments. it's nice to see that someone cares. <3 ( Read more... )

i am so lonely ( Read more... )

Okay so. For all the faults surrounding the “good ole boy” attitude, it can occasionally get shit done.  My dad, frustrated by the news that my loan approval form still hadn’t been located by the financial aid office, decided he’d call the vice president of the university and get things straightened out.  So the vice president got the head of the ( Read more... )

jesus christ.

fuck sallie mae. fuck etsu. fuck PLUS loans.

school starts in less than a week, and apparently, etsu STILL has no goddamn record of my dad's plus loan approval. i am an art student. i cannot fucking do my homework if i have no money to buy supplies. its not like i can borrow a book from someone and copy the chapter for the ( Read more... )

i feel pretty worthless tonight. i've been gaining weight. packing on 15 pounds is a big deal for me. i miss jay terribly and am conflicted about my present love triangle. i dont have any motivation to exercise or take care of myself. my parents are irritating the fuck out of me- not so much because i don't like them...just something about this ( Read more... )

woo! two posts in one day ( Read more... )

i'm sad. last night i was driving to kingsport to see dustin while and i found myself in the midst of an extremely photogenic moment. if any of the rest of you doesn't know how awesome eastman looks at night, you must drive over there TONIGHT and check it out. all the lights, oddly shaped buildings, the steam and the live flame, the river that cuts ( Read more... )

hot shit. it's been awhile since my last update.

- school needs to hurry up and start, i'm getting restless.
- dustin has introduced me to lots of cool new music. the dorian three, nonphixion, dj harvey, and rj-d2 being some of it.
- nip/tuck is the most badass plastic surgery/soap opera EVER.
- i'm worried about my abnormal pap smear results ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to fucking hang myself.

and don't think i don't know how to tie a hangman's noose.