"Now two things are happening here. Pain and embarrassment. But pain takes a backseat to embarrassment doesn't it? If people are laughing, you're gonna laugh right along with them ( Read more... )

10 days. And counting. so close ( Read more... )

I don't know what happened. i was having a really good day. And then as soon as I got home, I became all grumpy, cranky, depressed, etc. No energy to do anything. And. I'm desperate ( Read more... )

i'm depressed. and I don't know why. Life is pretty good. I work alot, but I love work and I'm getting a bunch of money (though I dont' seem to have any saved). Classes are good. Classes are really good actually. I got my french midterm back today. 41 out of 40. Good times. And the prof told me that she was deeply moved by my essay that I wrote ( Read more... )

So today ended up being a pretty good day. First, I got my danish quiz back and on it was written "This is one hell of a gold-star worthy quiz. A big gold star, too- with the diameter of an inch . . But I don't have any to give you." Anina is funny. But it made me happy. And then I got to talk more while riding the bus with the really cute boy from ( Read more... )

i've changed my mind. a week is definitely too long. it's sad but true. oh well. worry not. . .

I'm still trying to figure out what I want or what I should do. And of course, there's no rule book to tell me. Other people can try to help, but really it comes down to me. What do I want? I do not want to wait around. I want to be sure of myself. I want a hug. And I want to get laid ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've posted anything. My life has been incredibly busy. Too busy. I've been sick on top of it. Because all I need is a cold to make my life fantastic ( Read more... )

Oh man, that was a fucking great concert. The Black Crowes are AMAZING! live. They played songs from all their albums, plus some just great blues. They did this sweet version of "good morning little schoolgirl" (can i come home with you? tell your mama and your daddy, i'm a little schoolboy too). The show was almost two hours long, with very very ( Read more... )

last night was fun.

I can't believe myself sometimes. Why is everything hinged on that?

Soon. I am excited for the beach. I'm excited for after the beach. 1 week. and counting.