How far do I have to go before I feel like I've found the right place?

.... I just happen to write about how bad it is when i'm on my period and crazy moody ( Read more... )

I cry when I'm vulnerable, and drink when I'm upset ( Read more... )

Destitute and truly in love. Why do the two seem to go together so often? Is it because of the stupid decisions that we make when we're young? The same thing that causes me to make wreckless decisions about moving across the country (which I still do not regret) happens to cause me to fall in love so quickly and feverishly ( Read more... )

Lucas and I are safe and happy in our new studio in Portland.

I don't think I've ever been this satisfied with my life as a whole.

I found a wonderful man, relocated to the city of my dreams, have a nice apartment just outside of downtown, many job prospects, and I'm going to send for my kitty as soon as I have the money to do so. Now, in order to ( Read more... )

Lucas and I are leaving Corvallis this week... for good. A lot has happened this month. I still have been unable to find a job here in Corvallis, we lost our apartment due to an overly rowdy, drunken roommate; and then I found out that a good friend of mine, John Roewert, died in a car vs bike accident. To top that off, the day after I found out ( Read more... )

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It has been an unforgiveably long time since I have written in my journal. Everything in my life has changed - I moved to Corvallis, Oregon after Mark and I decided that we no longer wanted to DJ at the Bank (for reasons which I will leave out of here) and things with S didn't work out, I decided that St. Petersburg no longer held anything for me ( Read more... )

I'm saying goodbye to St. Petersburg on November 30th, motherfuckers ( Read more... )

I AM NOT PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!