Hi, my name is: Ashleigh

but you can call me: Ashleigh

Never in my life have I: Sodomized anything or anyone.

The one person who can drive me nuts is: Ben (mean that in the best way baby)

My high school is: was South Kitsap.

When I’m nervous: I look down and turn red.

The last song I listened to was: I got U by Blake Lewis

If I were to get married right ( Read more... )

Lately, Dad and I have been having kinda long talks. He's finally showing his Dad side. I haven't seen very much of it but I'm glad that it's starting to show through. I have always wanted his acceptance and support and it's taken 20 years but I think it's finally obvious. He told me tonight he wants to help me make things right. Basically, my ( Read more... )

 i havent smoke a cigarette in a week. i am proud of myself. longest time since i was in 7th grade. im hoping to keep it up, its not easy really ( Read more... )

i hate having dreams that make my day really uncomfortable, where there really is no reason to be. it just is like really random when you have no real control over your damn conscious when you go to la la land.

i cant believe gas is over 3.50 now. im so pissed. that is like....working for like 5 hours to fill up my tank. 

ben got here last sunday. he was supposed to get here around 1 am but his flight from seattle got delayed so he ended up coming in around 930. so i was there waiting for him...nervous as shit. but so excited. once i got to the closest i could get without breaching security i waited....with ants in my pants. seeing him was just like....when you see ( Read more... )

Ben's gonna be here Saturday night. I'm so ecstatic. and highly nervous. Its gonna be weird having him in my car, and in my bed. in my house. I've already been losing sleep over it. I'm anxious. I've been cleaning like no other every day making sure everything is perfect for his arrival. I cant wait. i have basically the whole week off with the ( Read more... )

 
Every sense of vibrancy of my life is gone. I feel like I’m living a boring black and white television show. I’ve felt this way a lot lately, mostly my move to blame. My job is starting to get to the point where I don’t even want to go there. I just wish living in Florida was all a dream. I wait for the day I wake up in my old room. I cant believe ( Read more... )

well my trip to washington was SO short. 5 days goes by so fast. Especially when 2 of them were like 1/2 days cuz of travel, then Ben worked. I didnt see everyone I wanted to see, but I saw Nathan and Kimi and Robby and Mookie, and of course, Ben. and we got pictures done that are totally adorable ( Read more... )

so, target hired me past seasonal, which is like a sigh of relief, not a huge one, but it is giving me something for now. Im training in the photo lab and hopefully i'll be able to cross train in other areas too, so when i decide to move i have more experience and might be eligible to transfer ( Read more... )

so  lately, my psoriasis has gotten TERRIBLE. i mean it is so bad that its spread all over, before it was really only my arms and legs, now i dont think there is a square inch on my body without any. I'm in constant pain, people STARE at me, it is so embarassing. Work is horrible because 5 out of 10 people who come to my line to check out ( Read more... )