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[starshine500]

its 6 am and I am up again. up again about everything that is swarming around my head. a flood of years, clouds up all the space between my brain cells that are constantly burning up. i don’t know what to do or what to say or how to make anything okay again. i am going to have to break your heart because i cant let myself live like this anymore.

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[bobthesexpot]

You are not alone! some of us remember how to retrace the steps and relearn the old songs. your guts are there somewhere, all the things you hide away never truely go away.

I am still Billy, I'm still Arnold.

You are still everyone you have ever been. And you still dance and speak and live as well as I always remember you.

[starshine500]

oh ami <3