The scale has been holding at 165 for the past couple of weeks. I'm happy with that because I'm learning how to maintain. Of course I don't want to stay at this weight. I need to learn though how to maintain for when I do get down to 125-130 ( Read more... )

I've come to realize today that I need to add something to my other plans to get healthy in the big 2005. I need to distance myself from Chaz. We haven't hooked up since October, which was the only time, but I was suppose to go over there two other times. He ended up having to work late or was called in. Whatever. Now I've started chasing him all ( Read more... )

I'm annoyed with my body tonight. Not in the how I look sense, but the way I hate how my body works. I can eat the smallest thing, and my stomach (and weight) balloon up like one wouldn't believe. I stepped on the scale before getting into the shower, and it said 168.5! Now the fuck is that all about? Granted I might be getting my period here any ( Read more... )

I started to look into schooling for a dietitian tonight. I found a college in Michigan, which happens to be the same on Kalin graduated from, that offers a Bachelor's Degree in Dietitics. How ironic. :P I took a look over the courses and what's required. I truly believe it's something that I'd be full heartedly interested in. This excites me ( Read more... )

Happy New Year's to all my favorite people on LJ. :) I hope everyone had a great time! My night was quite uneventful since I had to be at work at 6am today. I'm quite bitter about that still! I felt lonely last night. I hated and loved it. I think I was in bed by 10:00. I watched American Pie for a bit then put on a CD on and off to dreamland I ( Read more... )

I'm feeling sad and lonely that tomorrow is my birthday.

(will update about last night sometime)

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