Joe and I brought the treadmill into the house last night. What a pain that was. My arms are sore from carrying it upstairs. I was excited to get home from work and run today. I ran almost a whole mile without walking. Woohoo! I walked .12 of mile and ran the rest. It took me 12:12. I'm using that as a starting point. I want to eventually get down ( Read more... )

Woohoo! I forgot along with the junk food the scale took a hike too. :) It slipped my mind that the scale was Cheryl's. Now I don't have worry about feeling like I weigh one number and really it is higher, or that if I have lost weight that I can let myself slide a little bit ( Read more... )

Alright, so I think tomorrow starts a whole new chapter in my recovery. Jamie and Cheryl will be completely moved out, so there will no longer be any junk food in this house! No more chips, pizza, wings, or any sorts of candy. Yahoo! Also this means I can bug Joe to move the treadmill in by maybe Monday. Yet again another yahoo! I can now get ( Read more... )

I'm looking into getting books to help my recovery along. The past three weeks have gone by so much smoothly than I thought they would have. I never thought I would have made it this long without purging. :) I still have things I need to work on. Things like I'm afraid to be downstairs for a long period of time because I take many uncalled for ( Read more... )

I figured it's about time for an update. I really don't have much to say but meh what's new ( Read more... )

Thank god LJ is back up and running! I've been going through withdrawal. haha. I'm so addicted, and it can't be helped ( Read more... )

So I was curious to see if there has been any chance since late November in my body. I don't see a change in my body but I do notice it a lot in my face. :) I was also interest in seeing if there was any change in my arms/back yet. Little to none but still posting the pictures. :)

Now off to watch Biggest Loser

( progress pics )

Today I've tied the longest time I've gone without purging since becoming bulimic. This run has been much better however because I was still binging during that time. Yippie Skippie! I may just have to put giving Chaz the cold shoulder on the back burner as my reward. ;) More about Chaz below. hehe ( Read more... )

Thank you all for your comments on my last post. I love you all so much ( Read more... )

I went through my photobucket account today and deleted all my weight loss pictures from last year. Doing so bothered me a little bit, but I know I can't compare myself to any of those pictures anymore. They're pictures of me, but it's not really me in them. It was a lost and lonely girl who tought that all she had to offer was an ED ( Read more... )