jen is a fag
and a dirty whore
and a fool
and a thing
and a best friend  <- another one of racheal's funny little away's, i love it

eating cuz i'm a pig.
ps-jeni is a /fag/slut/dirty.whore/thing/ best. friend/ <- rach is soo funny! isn't she?

When I was younger, I never dreamed I would hate who I am. But I do. I hate myself, and everything I am. The think that kills me is that I can't change it. I try to ignore everything, but I can't. I cut...and cut more, and more, and more. I'm weak. I hate myself, I can't believe how much I hate myself ( Read more... )

hey F-A-G (aka jenny) call me. you told me to call you and you didnt answer your phone. silly <---racheal loves me yeah!!!!

How do you go on when you've left your body back at the last stop? and your just tired of EVERYTHING... what if instead of carrying on trying to figure it out you just wanted to give up and die

Life is funny cause one minute everything is good (except for you being nauseous in the morning) and then the other minute everything is SO NOT FINE. I can't say i'm surprised i mean that was stupid of me to get my hopes up that i could get away from things... Ohhh nooo that can't happen. I'm like a little kid playing with blocks, i build this nice ( Read more... )

Most children sleep easy, dreaming of faraway lands with candy mountains and gregarious unicorns. But there are others. Others who lie in bed trying desperately to ignore their increasing fatigue. They lie awake staring at cracks in the ceiling, listening to the incessant ticking of the clock, wishing for tomorrow. And as night slowly creeps ( Read more... )

*Okay so my uncle's girlfriend...really nice...Her daughters...even nicer...Amanda and I really get along....We have alot in common. Colleen is really nice too...currently am sleeping over here and trying sparknotes for that book we were supposed to read lol!

*On another less happy feeling, mom and I had a big blowout again and this time in a ( Read more... )

Plans ( Read more... )

Last night was so bad, when we got home i went to my room and saw my uncle had texted me so i went to ask my sister if I could use the phone and one thing led to another and Idk what happened but i called her a bitch, then my mom heard and she's like oh it's ok for you to call your sister something but when i do it you turn me in? I went to my room ( Read more... )