I just woke up from a nap. it took me less than a second to remember why i felt like shit in the first place. it just feels like this is going to kill me.....

I took an early out of work today ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore. This wonderful ideal image that I have thought lately is nothing more than a hopeless wish. Something inside of me kept telling me that reality will soon kick in and nothing will change, but I still hoped for the best. As nice as that was, I couldn't stray away from the truth. I'm not ment for someone. It's a ( Read more... )

So, the day is over...and yet...i still i always have something to say. something to point out. or maybe i just like to ramble. who knows.:-D ( Read more... )

I'll start from the beginning since i've left off on this thing. Within the last year, i have broken up with my 2 year relationship. He was in love with me, and ready to settle down, and instead.......i faded away to realize i needed to find myself before finding someone else. In return, i found that it wasn't my time to meet "the one" yet. After i ( Read more... )

The Rain ( Read more... )

bad bad holiday. I just hate that i have to put up with my families bullshit. The holiday's use to be my favorite time of year so i can get together with family and friends, and just have fun. but no, now my family has to be assholes about everything ( Read more... )

I broke with him last night. It had almost been 2 years. I've never done it before, so i didn't know how to. After some arguing he got up to gather his stuff, and asked me to help him pack. how can i? how can i help him leave?i just left while he packed, and came back home after he left. i needed to leave and talk about what had just happened. when ( Read more... )

Wow, I guess I'm writing in this because ...myspace is down. I'm in my room, it's 12:30 at night, and i can't sleep. Maybe it's because i got 7 hours of sleep last night, and 6 more hours of sleep after that because i got really sick at work so i went back home and slept some more. I felt really bad for chris (the manager) but what could i do? i ( Read more... )

i hate talking, i just feel stupid afterwards anywaz.