I haven't written in this thing forever ( Read more... )

looking back...as the so called "ugly stupid irresponsible WORTHLESS piece of shit dumbass".....it still upsets me. and then i ask..why?

when we were friends ...i was pretty. so which is it?

this is rediculous how this still upsets me..but it does. i try to forget it though.

anywaz.....things are crazy...bye.

it's late..really late. so ..i won't spend TOO much time obsessing over this thing..though i don't think (in my opinion) i do ( Read more... )

Well..it's fucking hot outside.....i'm about to take off though. i'm going to drive back to my mom's but stop by mcdizzle first. i'm HUNGRY! i love driving...would it sound stupid if i told you that driving makes me feel very free and alive? yes? ok..then i won't.lol. anywaz..i guess i should head out. gotta eat..and do homework before i got to ( Read more... )

sometimes i find it hard to live with myself. i cause pain...why bother?

adriana...i can't believe this. we weren't close...but it doesn't take a close friend to know what happened to her wasn't fair. How can her brother in law be so careless? i hope he gets put away for life ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Adriana...i'm sorry i didn't know you better.

wow..i cannot get to sleep tonight. i keep shifting from my bed to the computer because i just can't sleep. so what i ended up doing was searching for more people on myspace. and it's so damn easy. i know EVERYBODY has a myspace. so...when i want to find someone..i find them. so ya..i have more people at i remember that would be cool to add them ( Read more... )

Well, good news...i got my license. i got an 89 on the test...and i'm insured..and driving. bad news ( Read more... )

No not crying..sick. damn. i took a big gulp of Nyquil last night, so big i almost choked on it and through it up.lol. but i stayed down..and i passed out about 15 minutes later...didnt' even see it coming.lol. Things have been decent. I guess. Just life, even things are starting to "happen"...and i'm not that excited about it anymore because the ( Read more... )