i have a whole bunch of people coming over soon. don't really know for sure who its going to be. like a saturday nigth grab-bag, open my front-door and be suprised. should be fun ( Read more... )

Yes or No ( Read more... )

ps- i walked home from school today for the first time in about 3 months. the weather was so perfect. cold enough to make my cheeks rosy, but warm enough to actually feel the sun. and when i was going up my walk, i saw crocuses coming up, just their tips showing. it made me smile.

the oc was on tonight. i taped it because i was gonna miss the first half, so i couldn't watch it right away, and when i did i was pretty disappointed. weren't summer and seth supposed to have sex? gilmore girls last night was sooo much better. ahh to live vicariously through my shows, what a sad existance. but milo ventimiglia is orgasmically ( Read more... )

in the library. again. i had something to say last night, and now i don't remember what it was. i remember that it was something pretty significant though. damn my dad and his online gin games ( Read more... )

i want to be able to appreciate the people i have, and stop thinking everyone has it better than me. there comes a time in life when i have to realize that i am not the center of the universe, when people are whispering it is not always about me. nobody actually cares that much about me to talk about me behind my back.

staying home today because i'm sick. i'm not really sick though-- it's more of a really bad headache that i've had for the past two days. i get it pretty often though, like a pressure point right above my right eye, and it doesn't hurt anywhere else but there. like someone's pressing down on that spot with a pointy stick. and a had a little bit of ( Read more... )

i enjoy school sandwiches, but only when they're made by the kind lady. she started saying nice lately, its throwing my whole life off. yea... no ( Read more... )

felt that thought deserved its own post. honestly though, i don't think anybody really knows me. nicole did, but sometimes friendships just fall apart. maybe its still there, i know ill always love her, but if she won't make any effort, than what can i do? we're two different people now. i miss her though ( Read more... )

in a particularly shitty mood. lately life has been a succession of shitty moods. i want to go somewhere where nobody knows me, and i can just start everything over. where i'm not surrounded by judgement or stereotype and people don't think they've got me all figured out, when really they have no idea who i am.