(i have broken my rule, and all but destroyed an entry.)

so... the internet here was down for a just a little. more or less simultaneously, and for a great deal longer, i was thinking maybe i'd let this page end at the posting of the story, which seemed--still seems--an appropriate stopping place, a reasonable culmination of slightly bent impulses that'd been stewing and led to this page in the first ( Read more... )

i admit, things have been funky, and not in that groovy way. but there's this. i guess, all unrefined, and thus unfinished, not to mention pointless and silly. still. for whatever reason. there it is.

now, i'm gonna go get stoned. maybe watch cartoons. or play a video game. or play a video game while watching cartoons.

it's raining. i'm very happy about that. it's felt like it needed to for some time now.

pleasant show last night. dragged some obliging people along. bought a CD. had a minor crush on one of the band members. this was made all the more embarrassing by the fact that i'd been ogling her sidelong all through the first band whilst she sat rightwards at the bar, before i knew she was in the band that i'd come wanting to see. then she was ( Read more... )

so...... work. um. thought i had something to type, but it turns out, no ( Read more... )

oh, &, this weekend ( Read more... )

i wonder. London. the fear of the terrorist is fear of a man-guided car accident, or something more cinematic. movie explosions in real life. limbs instead of flailing silhouettes. no, just death, circumstance and situation. anybody else read the 9/11 Onion piece? yeah. anyway. random unlikely explosions are still better than some options. random ( Read more... )

also,
i really ought to not click on things i know i shouldn't click on. well. happily, i didn't go too far with it.

not tonight, anyway.. eeeeesh. now the dangerous possibility will hang.

but i will reject it! for, i am not such a masochist. even i have limits. i do not need to read those words. they would be the Necronomicon of my young ( Read more... )

fun money ( Read more... )