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so far ive only consumed liquids today
i feel great and i mightve lost some weight
holliday hill is on friday and i need to look skinny for that day lol
im so excited :D
i might be getting my haircut today :)
i still like R
LOL
its scary because i never rewanted to like him but i just did
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okay so i ate lunch today but it wasnt that bad
at least i didnt eat breakfast
i havent been feeling like myself lately.
like usually im wild and crazy and happy
like i feel happy but its like its not like before
i feel like im losing myself again
ive been hearing people talking about me a lot at school today
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i love jaslene shes so skinny and thinsperational
lol thats my word!
i measured myself this morning and i found out my waist is the same size as hers
gosh tall ppl are so lucky
lol
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omg today is just so...UGH
well i had an orchestra concert and we had to wear a white shirt with black pants
i tried on the shirt and it was huge on me
but i looked great in it (and skinny)
and since my dad can tailor, i gave him the shirt since it was supposed to have elastics around the waist
then i binged when i got home. im such a DUMBASS. idk y
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this morning i was trying on a pair of jeans and they were so tight on me! lol
i felt so fat and so i started to exersize.
my legs looked so fat but my butt looked good in them =P
lol
but like i was upset throughout the entire bus ride.
amd then when i got to breakfast, C and T were talking about this chorus trip they went to.
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i missed the bus yesterday so then my mom got mad and started acting like a total physco. lol
and since i couldnt "eat breakfast" at school, i had to eat at home.
so while she was in the bathroom, i took out the toaster to make it look like i ate.
when she came out, she asked me if if i ate so i obviously said yes.
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i kinda had a runny nose for the past few days so i took some medicine this morning.
i heard that if u dont eat anything after ull end up puking
so far i havent eaten anything today. i just had a few cups of water.
my left middle finger is still swolen from school. lol
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im so fat and i didnt go to gymnastics
=(
today we went on another field trip
i was such a badass today lol
first it started out with wearing flip flops (were not allowed to wear them to school)
then on the bus to the field trip, i was flashing my boobs at people outside the window and i stuck my middle finger at the cops lol
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omg i finally told my parents about getting my iPod taken away in school on Fri
so now my mom has to go get it from the principal
she said that if i ever bring it to school again she's gonna delete all of my songs and keep it.
hahahah
but anyways, we went shopping since it was mothers day
i had some fish and chips at the food court.
they serve SO much! ( Read more... )
