I just came back from A's birthday party and I ate A LOT!!!
we went to the movies so thats where it all started
i had popcorn, sour patch kids, M&Ms, chips, pizza, cake and gum
it was fun but it wouldve been better without the food
A is so lucky! she eats a lot and is soo skinny!  but she weighs like 10 or 15 pounds more than me and is a few inches ( Read more... )

i think R really does like me and i kinda like him too (a little bit)
today was hilarious! we kept thrwing things at eachother in class and almost got sent to the principal's office!
hahaha
so then C said it looked like he liked me
so then he was like "like who?"
so she was like "its called flirting"
we both just turned around
we didnt say anything mean ( Read more... )

all i had today was a piece of an apple
mom called ahead of time and told me she was going to make french bread and soup
she's sooooooooooo ANNOYING!!
its proabably because my sister showed her my ana journal!
stupid bitch!
i looked skinny today at swimming!lol
its our last day anyways =(
im starting to feel that i should thank ana for making me look thin
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okay so mom called me about dinner so i knew id have to break my diet
then i binged and now i feel disgustingly full
gosh this is so frustrating
im not eat anymore than 200 cals tomorow

Yay today was color wars at our school
and i was on the blueeeee teamm lol
i had blue hair, bue sweatshirt, blue heart on my cheek, blue eyeliner. lol
so basically u can guess why my font is blue =D
but i still have on my pink nail polish <33
lol

anyways heres what I had yesterday

cinnamon toast crunch- 90
milk - less than 100
Mexican Fajita Hot Pocket-240

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omg thats food log thing that the school nurse is giving me is driving me nuts
i end up faking wut i eat and then actually binging when i get home
i hate that thing!
why cant everyone just leave me alone >:(

okay this will last me until...well lets just forever for now lol

apples
grapes
clementines/tangerines/oranges
oatmeal
soup
salad
skim milk

~Dont consume over 250 calories
~only EAT apples
~dont watch TV (it makes you hungry)
~dont use the computer unless i really have to like now lol
~Dont drink whole milk
~Dont eat anything, no matter what anyone anyone says.
  Use any and every exuse you have to. JUST DONT EAT ANYTHING OTHER THAN APPLES
*remember that this isnt bad. at least u have ( Read more... )

yesterday my sister had a dance performance thingy ( Read more... )

I was at the the nurse's office yesterday and she weighed me.
I weighed 93 pounds! On  my home scale i was 89 and i actually lost weight.
Omg how muc did i weigh before that?
whatevs, im going to try to get to 85 asap.
and the nurse gave me a food log for this week.  I'll just fake a bunch of stuff.hahaha
C still says it looks like were flirting. lol
and ( Read more... )