stop being so fucking far away and making me pretend like this is my life without you.

i do, i try to, take ownership of my life in the way it has begun to begin.
i still have not given up on wishing for things. diamonds falling out of her eyes, rubies forming in her gut etc. this horrible, aching, nauseating longing that really disgusts me. ( Read more... )

you all want these photos, so no lj cut for you. plus i still dont know how to do them without asking someone...
here are some happy snaps from the last wednesday soph was in town. they feature such antics as the time the dog attacked me, the time i jumped on upon a taxo for a photo op, the time me and soph hit on heaps of guys, and the time i ( Read more... )

clearly today was never meant to be any fun for anyone. atleast not tim and i ( Read more... )

back in newcastle after brief few day stint at newtown, working for a few days. stayed with casey and then claire and had rehearsals which went really well and are getting fun because im learning lines (sort of ( Read more... )

had big plans to put my pictures from last wed night up, but my camera is going a bit mennal so it's not happening ( Read more... )

had my few days in syders, going to work and rehearsals, which has left me with a nasty cold. again! it appears i shall never be without some kind of debilitating illness whilst winter is here. it's especially annoying now since rehearsals have started and i'm supposed to have an actual human voice and all i have is boogers ( Read more... )

FUCKING PURPLE SNEAKERS PHOTOGRAPHER DIDN'T EVEN PUT A BIRTHDAY FUCKING PARTY PIC UP OF ME!!!!!!
FUCK YOU P.SNEE YOU INTOXICATING JERKS!

whoop whoop celebrations, got my first taste of sweet university money and my bank account is looking more like a human's and less like a student's, which is just the greatest novelty ever ( Read more... )

happy birthday to clay and to me for friday ( Read more... )

packed up my room in sydney and drove to newcastle with my dad and brother ( Read more... )