FFO admins are at war and all hell seem to have broken loose there.

Either that or we're watching the most ellaborate April Fool joke of the century.

And to think I have finals on Monday when this has to happened. >_<

*goes back to watching the flame wars*

EDIT: yea that was a good joke. best i've ever seen lol.

I can't sleep at all. I keep staring at the ceiling, mind too active to take a break. Someone asked if maybe something was bothering me and when I think about it, yes there is ( Read more... )

You know what's depressing? When people don't understand you and they critisize you from their limited point of view. You know what's even more depressing? They do that right after agreeing earlier on that we shouldn't talk about people when we don't understand the whole story ( Read more... )

Sick and tired of hanging around guys with the mentality of 2 year olds. I take that back. 2 year olds have more common sense than them. I am sick and tired of morons who critisize girls up and down, calling them bitch, slut, ugly, fat, stuck up, emotional, whiny, unsporting and what not. I am sick of boys who think they're God's gift to the world ( Read more... )

WARNING: If you can't handle extreme anger, frustration, pissed-off modes, strong language and the like, PISS OFF! I don't freaking give a damn about what you think right now. I'll say what I want to say.

Does somebody freaking hate me?? Is somebody freaking out to get me?? Did I do something SO wrong that EVERYTHING in this freaking world has to ( Read more... )

I just developed a new phobia. Relationship phobia.

When you listen to enough problems on heartbreak, you get really really scared. I'm not saying I don't want to hear people coming up to tell me about their problems. If I can be there for someone, good. I'm there.

What I'm saying is...

...I don't think I want a relationship right now.

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A few days ago, I made the decision to lay away my writing pen for a while and give myself a break. I thought and I still think that I need to see more of the world before I would allow myself to take up writing again. I once asked my mom why do I find it hard to find stuff to write about and she told me that perhaps I need more experience. I was ( Read more... )

Well, I've made a new blog. Why? Go there and see. Illusions

Rest assured, I will continue writing here. But from now on, this LJ is private entries only or friends only. Explainations in new blog.

So right now there are 3 ppl piled up on my bed and I'm wondering when is it going to collapse. Sam, Win Nee and big bro Soon are chilling out here while we wait for Kam to get back from her tennis tournament. Somehow it feels like old times and I'm happy. I don't know when we'll all be together like this again so I'm going to treasure this moment ( Read more... )