i am the biggest screw up in the world. i seriously can't do anything right. i am a fucking loser ( Read more... )

i think that Scott feels the same way about me in terms of our relationship as i feel about him ( Read more... )

Wow. i guess i know where i stand ( Read more... )

definitely an interesting weekend ( Read more... )

It's amazing how one person can change the way you look at at life. Joshua jude Nelson yet again!

last thursday night was amazing. again, he was wasted, but we have truthful chats at least. it's funny, coz this girl Ashley was trying to make out with him all night and everytime she tried to kiss him he would turn his head and try and get away, haha ( Read more... )

Madness, total madness. last night, Tuesday night = Dog and Parrot night. i had a good night, it was heaps of fun, hanging out w/ all the boys...so i'm having pictures taken with Beau and Garrett and suddenly Josh comes up to me and is like, come here come here we need to talk. cathleen had gone up to him and been lke, Josh how you been haven't ( Read more... )

i really dont' know who to talk to about this situation with Dave.

It's so hard. i know things with him and Stace are intense and they are "best friends" if you want to call it in those terms. But i have never felt such a feeling of jealousy. Not jealously because i like dave as more than a friend, but jealousy that he doesn't talk to me about ( Read more... )

so last nite i had a dream....i was back in Wisconsin, without telling the boys and just showed up. I was sitting in the cafeteria with one of my friends from their school, and Matt walked in...he looked at me for like 5 minutes just staring until he finally realised that it could be me. I got the hugest reception from the boys...interesting. ( Read more... )

wow, that was the most random event tonite ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulstekko goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Devil.angdiddy gives you 16 light green licorice-flavoured gummy worms.jessieka gives you 1 green cherry-flavoured jelly beans.joserendipity gives you 18 green coffee-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.larissy gives you 12 pink banana-flavoured pieces of taffy.radamof gives ( Read more... )