_lj_is_a_virus_ is my commuity. fun for all.

mad_as_birds

and if i feel better, i might start to write again.

so, i've been thinking ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to quit livejournal. these posts have become my only means of expression, and they've become more and more measly. my little world is curled around their simple artifice. this journal is just as narcissistic as me taking snapshots of my self and posting them, again and again, begging people to know me through them ( Read more... )

i think i must have seen 2001: a space odyssey when i was very young, for upon what must have been my second viewing of the film, i was shocked to see that my lifetime recurring nightmare was obviously derived from it ( Read more... )

laurie simmons satisfies my fascination for small things:


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i sit down full of thoughts put together well, and then when i look to type them they have dissipated, or fogged, or become so incestuous that they no longer make sense ( Read more... )

reading my friends page has become quite a time consuming ordeal. i don't know if it's that i'm reading less frequently, or you all are writing up a storm {i rarely check dates unless it's relevant}, but either way, it's good ( Read more... )

i just want to take/look at good pictures.

and to clean up my life like mary poppins, with finger snapping.

and when I'm swimming in
through a tunnel
i shut my eyes

john sleeps so beautifully. except when he grits his teeth, he is a soft warm baby.

i don't know what i want.

just a new bed.

and a shelf for me to put me-things on.

*whimpers*

i am starting to hate the color red.