well today is a good day so far - yes its only 7:05 in the morning but its going good - well i guess i should let you guys know that i have a date on friday with a guy and no its not the bastard i have been talking about in here - i wouldnt go out with him even if someone paid me a million dollars - i now realized that he aint nothing and sure in ( Read more... )

sorry i didnt write in here yesterday - was busy for most of the day anyways - i feel so proud of myself - because i realized alot and i am doing just fine without a man in my life - its been a while but it feels good to just live for myself and my daughter - i am so proud of myself - sorry i cant stop saying that - but anywho enough with that - i ( Read more... )

well i had a talk with you know who and i told him that it was really over and that i cant take whats going on between us anymore - and that i dont have that feeling inside me anymore to make this relationship work anymore - and he took it in like he had no choice because he didnt - so i feel alot better because when i told him that it made me ( Read more... )

well i had a nice evening out with my best friend/sister - we went to the mall did some shopping with her and checked out all the hotties that were there - and let me tell you there were alot of them - everywhere we went there were hotties - the mall was full of them - i was having a good time looking for them all too - every where i turned there ( Read more... )

well i have some latest news about that bastard i use to call my husband - he is on his high horse or whatever again - he had the nerve to sit if front of the house last night and make out with some bitch while i was out there taken the trash out - and no i dont mean him - but i wish it was him that i was taken out! he is nothing but trash and he ( Read more... )

today is a new day - and its time for me to start thinking only about me and my daughter - because thats all that matters now - just me and my daughter - i am not going to let this get the best of me - i am stronger than that - i believe in myself that i can do this and raise my daughter by myself - i dont need a man at all - and i am slowly ( Read more... )

well today i am doing kinda better - but not much - just depressed and alone but not really alone because i have my beautful adorable daugther madyson - but besides that i am alone - i need to get out and do something - because i am starting to think that i am a nobody - and i dont want people to feel sorry for me because this is happening to me - ( Read more... )

well just thought i would write in here since its been a while - theres not much to say but that i am alone and alone - the only person i have besides a few other people is my daughter - basically what i am trying to say is that - i dont have a marriage anymore - i havent really wanted to say that in here - but right now that is all i am thinking ( Read more... )

damn its been like forever and then some since i have written in here - sorry about that guys just have been really busy with shit - like getting my daugther's 1st birthday planned out and other shit on top of it - but i am writing in here tonight because i actually have time to - even tho its about 11pm and i am still awake and very bored - not ( Read more... )

well lets just say alot of shit has happened lately and i have been really busy for the past couple of weeks maybe even a month now - i am not sure anymore - but i do know that i have a birthday party to get started for a beautiful soon to be 1 yr. old (which would be my adorable just beautiful little angel madyson) MOMMY LOVES YOU BABY GIRL!! MORE ( Read more... )