i miss ny...and i miss my friends...im sorry

Well hello LJ long time no talk. guess what?!? im feeling depressed for no reason! AWESOME! well i guess there is a reason but i shouldn't feel bad about it. i'm sad that my dad's side of the family completely ignores me. its like they never have a niece or cousin or a brother. why am i the outcast. i didn't bad mouth the mother of my children ( Read more... )

Idk why i'm so angry all the time ( Read more... )

Well its that time of year to celebrate the big fat red man and Jesus. awesome ( Read more... )

Thank god this time is almost over. I quit my job and my last day is on the 16th and then i fly out to texas on the 24th and then the 30th through the 3rd are graduation activities! i'll get to see my sweet sweet husband again :-) i have missed him so much. it sucks not having anyone to talk to like he and i talk. when i get back im probably goin ( Read more... )

Well, week 1 for chris is almost over only 7 weeks to go. Man it feels like time is crawling. I wanna jump out of my chair and just run to the air port buy a ticket and get on that plane. Fly all the way down to texas and run into the barracks and just hold my husband ( Read more... )

Dear world,
Im a grown woman, who misses her husband. Don't control me.

I feel so out of breath and my heart hurts my stomach aches...i miss chris so much it feels like i should go to the hospital or something. I never thought in my life i could miss or love anyone this much. But i know its for the best. Our future depends on him right now ( Read more... )

So, how does a man who has been accused of rape, get it plead down to endangering a child and then get probation...WAY TO GO LAW!

I've got a sick feeling in my stomach all the time. I really wish this shit could all be over with. I'm lashing out at everyone including my mom for no real reason. I'm unhappy thus everyone else should be. ugh I love my default. I miss my husband so much. I'm sad that I decided to not see my Dad for so long. It was selfish. At the time I was ( Read more... )