i dont know what the hell is wrong with me

must be the whole borderline thing

and i guess you wouldnt understand what that meant unless you were a psych major or crazy yourself

funny

i deleted my myspace....im kinda sick of it....in fact really sick of it....plus i dont use it that much so yeah...bye bye myspace...

tomororws payday and i get to spend all of it on bills....im kinda at a point in my life where i really am determined to pay off my debt...which is good i suppose

it frickin snowed this morning...after being like what ( Read more... )

so i was watching dawsons creek this morning (and for those who have never seen the show you might not get what im going to say)

and it was the episode where joey and pacey are dating.....but joey is still friends with her "soulmate" dawson

to make a long story short,.,.joey and dawson were lovers...for a long time...best friends too...than she fell ( Read more... )

I got a new cell phone!!!! its a pink razar......im kinda excited! haha

things have been good lately....spending alot of time with jon...always nice...

we're thinkin about one day moving in together! how cute huh? im hopin we do. than i wouldnt have to drive far to see him!!

ummm other than that theres really nothing else  going on..

Dont worry about me, ill be fine

i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

hehe

Valentines day was a blast. Jon and i went to dinner. and watched a movie. and just chilled.

and honestly the whole day confused me. even more so than i was before..so thats frickin sweet

um...havent talked to tim lately....i just kinda stopped texting him and he hasnt talked to me...either hes just busy or really hasnt changed?

i dunno, nor do i ( Read more... )

i dunno, maybe i should give up my dream

if he isnt here, how can we make things work

and honestly i dunno if i want to put myself in the position of getting hurt

i cant trust him, i dont know how.

i guess ill put the dream on hold until he comes home...whenever that will be

so ive to come realize that....i cant seem to get over tim...

i dunno if its cuz i dont want to? or what..

maybe thats a sign tho...maybe it means that we're suppsed to be togeher..someday..

at least thats how i like to look at it

im a fool. id wait for that kid forever

hes the only one that makes me feell this good inside...

and those who think im just ( Read more... )

he doesnt know if hes coming home or not still

stupid army

and i keep getting this feeling that im never going to see him again

like hes going to stay there for a long time....come home and just sorta forget about me

way to be pessimisstic but i cant help it

i just feel really shittty

i just want to see my love