i miss my little broken soldier.....

ok well hes not mine

but yeah.........

2 more days and we'll find out if hes coming home or not

Tim finds out on the 25th whats going to happen to him....

and it better be him coming home!! lol

so im kinda just waiting till the 25th...and let me tell you...its gonna go by super slow

ive been workin a whole lot....which is good i suppose

i think jon is mad at me...or maybe not mad but disappointed? i dunno...i guess i shouldnt blame him  but i ( Read more... )

so basically after talking with tim last night.....he pretty much thinks that hes going back into training....

which means he wont be home in april....

which also means he wont be home for a long time probably....

i guess you could say i always wished that someday we'd be together and quite frankly for that to happen he'd have to be around....

makes me ( Read more... )

lets see....classes started...they are ok...i did drop one tho cuz i cant work almost full time and have class full time...thats just a little insane....

tims still gone...now he doesnt even know if he will be discharged....he might have to go back into basic...and than possibly go to Iraq...so um im kinda holding my breath about that...i really ( Read more... )

school starts today!!!!!!

the busyness of school and work has finally started

kinda suckssssss

and im still sick? what the fuck man....but i refuse to go to the doctors....

i hate being torn between 2 lovers

im still sick.....i cant stop coughing...which sucks cuz it hurts like a bitch to do.....

i finally got to talk to steph yesterday....i guess she and ryan started talking again and might possibly work things out...which would be great for her..shes been so miserable without him....loves a funny thing

i broke up with jon....why? i need to be alone.... ( Read more... )

not gonna lie, this really really really sucks

kinda wish i didnt put myself in this frickin position

um so things are good

except for the fact that im sicker than a dog

my temp last night was 104, not good at all

Tim went back to oklahoma today...and wont be back for 4 months....

kind of a bummer

had a great time on new years with jon.....i got frickin wasted....

hahaha

oh and classes start monday....woooop

i cant frickin sleep anymore

not really sure what my problem is...

going up north with jon tomorrow for a new years party!! yay! cant wait to get WASTEDDDDDDDDDDD

and i promise i wont drunk dial anyone..haha

well maybe since its new years...

so um ya know i thought my hair was blonde but after discussing it with others i guess its orange? lol

haha kinda amusing actually

i dunno if i mentioned this or not but Tim is back for a few

we had a good talk last night....so im hoping we'll be friendssss

i dont think Jon was too happy

but what am i suppose to do? cant make everyone happy all the time ( Read more... )