be understanding of others..
you never know when youll regret the words you have said and the things you have done.. anything can catch up to you..
(love is forgiving)

you try now to pull yourself out of a rut but its hopeless; you are trapped. you look to your friends for help but their actions and intentions are unpromising.. hope is out of reach and so is all love. though it was worth it at the time, why do the tears roll thinking of this now. you dont need friends do you? friends were never there for you. ive ( Read more... )

its rather useless for me to say i dont care anymore. because honestly i believe the things i feel have as much importance as anything else. ive found that being alone is far more thrilling than sitting in a room full of people i dont give a shit about. everyone should rely on themselves and not burden others with their problems people cant do a ( Read more... )

ill write you a poem and hold you in the highest regards ( Read more... )

-()someone give me a new perspective
my  thought is deficiant
how could i be so naive to fall for this distant "love"
why am i subject to the constant hurt in all my joy
it is all what you make of it.
im not fond of this particular situation
though i feel it brings me life.
like an experimental drug for depression.
if you found it thoughtful of me.. id ( Read more... )

i feel so many feelings for brittany. i never want it to stop. i love her so much and i hope that thats enough because its all i can give as of right now. my words. but words are lacking.. especially mine. they always have been. i never had a way with words except for in my music i think. all i can do is write it out i guess. i love britt so much ( Read more... )

brittany and i have been going through bad times. but im really hoping things will get better from here. i love her. she loves me. this will work out. sorry i havent updated this thing in awhile. im usually writing in xanga now. i like it better. but anyways ive got some good music news. levi offered me to be in his band. so in december when he ( Read more... )

its my fuckin birthday.
you dont care...
-cries- x infinity
fuck you and all your friends
ur gay..
im 18
i dont need you :D

all i need is brittany ( ^_^ )

i love brittany so much!

revealed a secret to you i havent told anyone in a long time... but you told me it didnt make me a freak or anything like ive always thought i was. so i have no shame now in saying... i like being sad. i enjoy pain at times. but there are times where i cant stand it.. i dont understand it...i dont really want to. i dont want it to go away. i dont ( Read more... )

I have been in colorado the past few days and so far i havent had much to do. i talked to brittany some...but it just wasnt enough. ha... i need to see her damnit. thats all i need. i want to be home. you might be wondering how im on the computer right now? well i got some internet time on this internet cafe place ... cost me four dollars but oh ( Read more... )