too scared to run

[stikkfigure]

i was full of thoughts until i clicked on "post." now they are mostly gone. dang it. hopefully they will come back as i continue to write

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[jezcy]

am i part of that 10%? cause i should be...

and p.s. no, please do not date someone you are settling for because you are lonely. that seems like a terrible mistake. how can you be with someone and not be into them all the way? doesn't that make you even more unhappy because you would then wish you did like them all the way? and no, please don't go sleeping around or doing bad things. that would basically make me sad. very sad. sad because i know that's not who you are and i don't want to see you lose yourself like i lost myself once.

please come hang out with me. i miss you. and i will be watching movies all day again/studying for finals. i would really like it if you came over and just sat on the couch and watched with me.

xoxo, j

[stikkfigure]

of course you are part of that 10%. and i don't think you have to worry about me doing something stupid. im too scared lol

[vanillafridays]

it is. dating and settling.... terrible mistake. promise.

[spiffy_monkey]

Don't lose yourself just because you are alone. A lot of what you are feeling I remember feeling it will pass and you will find someone awesome. But remember you can't ask someone you love you if you can't love yourself. You will find some one when you least expect it and are not looking (that is what happened to me).

P.s.If you are having I really hard time finding some one maybe you could try e-harmony they might have a Mormon box to check.