i was a king before... i was standing at the top of my mountain. yeah yeah yeah. ok so i just want to say hahahaha im on cloud 9. the world isnt a perfect place and none of us are we all do things that arent our proudest momement me included. im just glad this weekend was great and im not gonna forget it anytime soon. work doesnt seem so hard after ( Read more... )

ill never stop my love from living in your home. the fire of anger is my passion for you. ill live outside in the cold. you gave your heart to another now part of my ghost is stuck in your home forever. the force of feelings pushes me to points i thought id never go. but ive captured my composure againe. my mental footing. ill always love you my ( Read more... )

dont hide behind your emotions. i never did... i just look at whats worthwhile. i'll continue to strive for a new tomorrow. dont look back at me with your mistreating tales of woe and wonder. ill lay awake at night and wonder what ifs and how so? if i wouldnt have been a jerk at the end would there have been an end and the answer is yes and maybe ( Read more... )

post traumatic stress heart break pattern move love dancers the trees. hide my fears. im a lonely soilder in this wars of words. its a iste i cant fight its the fire i can feel. dont hide from the storm. the sorrys ive said to many to name. im still just saying im sorry. i hope it all works out.

i cant make love die. i wouldnt know how to kill or maybe its an unconcious effort i explored. i never made up anything i never danced like i did with you. they say forgeting is the best force to forgive. live in the dream and dont ever open your eyes...

i saw milk it was amazing. i loved that movie and the hatred for sean penn i normally have was gone. i mean i love fast times but other than that sean penn has been on the outs with me since then. this film besides having some of the best young actors {josh brolin,james franco,diego luna,and emile hirsch} was just a fantastic story. the way they ( Read more... )

ive come to realize that you cant always expect people to do the right thing. that is ok i dont mind that at all. its really not that bad. but when they do its so nice you dont know how to respond. and when they dont your ok with it. you get an idea of the evils of some ( Read more... )

you have to go now green lights don't last forever even in the eyes of the ones you love. looking at the dark side of the streets i stand on in the snow. im dreaming again and i don't know why optimism ends at red lights and im holding onto the the yellow light in the night a tale of caution. its just to hard you never know why. im listening again ( Read more... )

im trying not to go crazy today. the bank situation gets worse. LAc is the issue and they are not being cool ( Read more... )

i hate money and i wish it wasnt an issue. i hate my world sometimes. its like your in good spirits. everything is going great then money issues. i would have been fine but my f-ing bank f-s me. yeah well thats life what can you do somethings are out of your control ( Read more... )