three days till the weekend. then im free. i cant wait to play poker this weekend. i havent felt well latley i feel sick all the time ive only been sleeping like 4 hours a nite. i try going to bed early my whole chest shoulders neck all ache. i just want to feel better after i went to the gym the other day i felt like i was gonna die. i tried to ( Read more... )

bullshit bullshit bullshit... im Aldous Snow...

i swear this is all i hear from some people

or they end up sounding like charlie brown's teacher.

bye

for now.

im not feeling so well tonight work is long and hard and im feeling sick like really bad. i dont know why at all. this sucks. im not the biggest fan of being sick.

everything is feeling like its getting back to normal. although money issues have been creeping around me at all times. i hold them in check but its hard. im running out of options. but i did get good news today. starting next week because of my hard work i am moving back to full time at work i was only working 24-32 hrs a week but now i have been ( Read more... )

work work work i love it its 9am and im tired and i want to go home and i dont want to be here anymore. i had fun hanging around the house with amber although i had something on the back of my mind all night i was worried about a friend. but i hope you are ok and i mean you are a good friend. and im going to 5 guys to eat after work or maybe sonics ( Read more... )

3 and half minutes left on my break. i have no idea what im doing tonight. i have lena at my house because her electricity is out and i know she is ok there for as long as she needs to be. i dont know what im gonna do. work is dragging like always its like every minute is an hour every hour a day. i hate when its like this its the worst thing in ( Read more... )

being snowed in was nice. i went and saw rise of the lycans with amber it was ok. made me want to see the orignal underworld. rented like 6 movies. rewatched scanners it is awesome. we watched mirrors i liked this movie. ate pizza had a good time enjoyed the day. i had alot of fun. it was like old times really. no fights no arguments no crazyiness ( Read more... )

i dont even care that idiots have sent me hateful mail. i dont care there are people slandering my name. all i know is im happy and that wont changei had a great night last night and no one can change that.

im still waking up and enjoying the day. tonight should be fun. going to 360 and the mag bar. its been awhile since i went to the mag but everything should be a blast. work is early. i got a message im really worried about on facebook today. my sister hates me because she saw me at blockbuster with amber and i didnt say hi. well i didnt see her. so ( Read more... )

im changing may name to the new old days. i spent time like 95 with my beauty at 2pm there was panic in the begining unitl i could settle into my new home. it was so familar in its old way i missed the smoke and mirror pages it had me turning. the fear i focused into our love. it was a magical msytery im not saying it will all work out. im just ( Read more... )