I just hit back the most clever, hah, I'm so quick and witty, fuck, I laugh at my own jokes so much, but wait really quick and witty and relevant or nah obscure music nerd or theatre or literary nerd literary (i can quote for days) and

I have rediscovered this lj a few times. There is a strong urge to edit. I read back over those old entries and I love them and wow I was such a writer and oh but also I want to delete. Redact. Omit. Also fix some grammar and calm down some excitement over shit that didn;t turn out near as exciting or special as I'd clearly hoped at the time ( Read more... )

When the day becomes an exercise in responsibility and proper adulthood. Taking care of oneself and whatnot. Being awake, out of bed and dressed, eating food and taking medications and drinking enough water. Paying bills, making phone calls, not assaulting anyone. No slashing tires or cutting throats. Screaming and thrashing only when no one else ( Read more... )

The lovely thing about keeping a journal on something like this is, I can write like it's a private diary, but also imagine that I have an audience ( Read more... )

I wrote and wrote and wrote this morning and it felt so good and i was really happy with it and then i thought i hit the right "put this writing on my thing" button, but i was wrong ( Read more... )

It's been awhile. I am motivated by a friend's facebook post. I want to go into a long blah blah on her comment, but that is awkward and unnecessary. So I'll do it here, where no one will see it ( Read more... )

listening to a lot of music from high school lately, and i'm back where i grew up... so i can't help but close my eyes and pretend i've restarted. but no, there's no restart button. can't take it back. i'd even sit through high school again if it meant i could do things differently.

i know it's been over a year, or maybe way more than that... but i don't have anyone else to talk to ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I just joined Twitter, and totally fucking love it! Any of you who are also on should add me (search: james cullen or stompyboy or stompyboy@gmail.com) and let me know so I can add you!

All of the stuff going on with Israel and Palestine in Gaza right now has me really upset, and it's rediculous, cause I don't even really understand exactly what's going on there. Maybe my ignorance of what's going on is part of why I'm so bothered by it ( Read more... )