I blame you for the way I am.

Gave Blood Today-
Almost Past Out

I want out of here.
I am hurting so much.
What is love?
I though I knew-
Wow, I am dumb.
I just don't know what to do.
I hate betrayal.
I am about the dumbest girl.
Too trusting.
Forget and move on-
Philosophy about everything.
I want to forget YOU.

Don't you hate it when all the walls you have built up in your life have been torn down and you are left feeling desolate and vunerable. i am so confused right now and i don't know what to do...i had set my mind on one certain thing- i knew what i was going to do, no questions asked...then people unexpectantly come into your life. I'm scared of ( Read more... )

Sick ( Read more... )

I'm sad, i don't know now if i made a right decision...i don't know if i'll get that call, i don't know how i feel...i don't know anything anymore...i just have felt so frustrated these last few days... i've seen pictures i wish i hadn't seen, i've just felt so lost like i don't know what i want anymore...sajfoiajwoijhgihoiawheioh!! i can't take ( Read more... )

not in a good mood-things looked better until i realized i was $88 negative in my bank account-peter i think pretty much hates me- i feel confused-grrrr and now time to go to the job i most detest right about now-love you all
* your pookie =)

silly boys, they make things so complicating...I think I just about give up on about everything...sheesh...

I'm mad, i don't like being led to believe things that aren't true...i cared so much about that kid and he's just messing with my head again as usual...i just don't know what to think of him anymore, or anything in general...i am a horrible best friend, i'm scared, i'm confused...i don't like feeling so vunerable, i just don't know what to do!! i'm ( Read more... )

frustrated.sad.hurt.lonely.confused.forgotten.rejected....i'm killing inside...you called today...there was so much that i wanted to tell you...it hurt too bad though...i know you've moved on and believe me i am trying...it's just the little memories...it's just the little things that keep playing in my mind...i wanted to appear happy...i wanted ( Read more... )

well i am in yet another good mood- things are slowly falling all into place...school is all worked out, same for my job, things with friends is an A+ and things with the boy are going alot better....i am really loving life for real and not a bit emoish...mucho amor to all