welllll right now i am in GA once again for Emilee's dedication and am definately enjoying the fact that i have no work for the weekend...but yes, things are actually for once good and it made me madd happy over the fact that i got to see trey before he left and he acted like he wanted to be with me for a change and that made me SOOOO very happy ( Read more... )

hm jason tells me today trey was coming as a surprise>>didn't really believe him but it makes me kinda sad cause sometimes i wish it would be true...you have no clue how bad sometimes i wish that he would just come by and see me for no reason>>i mean i'm not into the whole romance thing- that's just too overboard for me but sometimes i think it ( Read more... )

got back from NYC...exhausted-more tomorrow because i am just too tired to write...wayyy much fun though and ill show pics on my myspace soon if u want to see them...mucho amor

ugh! today seriously has sucked...it's been bad these last couple days...i really don't know what to do about anything anymore...like i don't know if i should go to ircc or if i should stay with kara...i don't know about my job either cuz today i was told that after the next three weeks i may be out of a job at friends of the family and dominos ( Read more... )

i wrote this for raynell earlier but decided that everyone should know my family history for i am truly not ashamed of it what so every (YOU ROCK MuMmY DEAREST!! ya know some kid told me mummy dearest was some horror movie or something like that about an abusive mother...hmmm...i will have to rent it ( Read more... )

Camp ended today...it was fun but i don't know...things just seem like weirder now...people change, things change...its just hard to cope with...it just makes me sad...we are growing up so fast...i mean i graduate soon and what will happen...what will become of those people i have invested my life in all these years? will they really remember me 12 ( Read more... )

WELLL TONIGHT I AM TRYING TO TAKE THIS STUPID TRAFFIC SCHOOL...GREAT FUN...ATLEAST IT LED TO MEMORIES OF SLOTHYPOO AND CHEESE NIPS (IF ANYONE REMEMBERS WHAT THE WHOLE CHEESE NIP THING WAS ABOUT LET ME KNOW ( Read more... )

Ok two journals in one day...yeah things are pretty bad...Heidi just won herself 2 days of suspension right on the last two days of school-yessss...well neways its a gay reason too, i got it for freakin gum...forget those old suspesions of things that mattered like fighting and doing really stupid stuff...gum is all that matters now

ah! i hate those stupid peterpan things with those puffy sleeves lol...anyways geeeeez yesterday sucked so bad...teachers going crzy and talking away my phones and getting me in trouble with the principal for talking back and then having to find out that stupid lamp cost anywhere from $30-$100 even tho it looks like five thousand years old...sucks ( Read more... )

grrr frustrated...realizing i'm not worth trying to some people...i dk i just dont know what to do or even think-just upset and confused and yada yada...i wanna run away from all this...sometimes life just gets to be too tough...