I don't know what is wrong with me tonight. Everything is getting on my nerves. First, the stupid people I had at work. Good grief. One guy is yelling at me because he can't understand me. All I was saying that he "couldn't understand" was a phone # in which I repeated like 5 times!! Then I had a lady pissed at me because my store mgr was off today ( Read more... )

I thought I'd clarify how I've been feeling this past 2 weeks. It's not so much I'm still mourning my loss, and I haven't moved on, it much more than that. It's been over a YEAR since I've gotten pregnant, and I have yet to get pregnant again. I'm just feeling that maybe we won't ever get pregnant. So that's it. That's partly why I've been upset...

"I hate fake people, like someone that had a fake miscarriage and expects everyone to feel sorry for her, even a year later. I mean really, no one feels sorry about you losing a baby that was never there. Why dont you ask someone that truly lost a baby how it feels before you go throwing pity parties for something that NEVER existed ( Read more... )

I know in my lifetime I have made some wrong choices, but tonight I figured out that a choice I thought was right, was indeed a mistake. I guess I know who my true friends are. For one they don't call you bitch ( Read more... )

Hell, I might as well be working tomorrow with the way things are going. It just seems like having what I want is just causing me more stress than I need. This is what I want, and this is how I want to "cope" so to speak. I just wish the one person who knows me best knew that I wanted him there, or rather here with me. Our friends need some more ( Read more... )

down

sad

alone

like im taking things too hard

like everyone else is taking things too easy

like nobody listens to me

im right

im wrong

i can do better

scared

like life sucks

i have a purpose

im never going to be pregnant

im going to go far in life

like I'm not me...

"Someone's Watching Over Me ( Read more... )

So I'm going to be very upset if I don't get off August 5th from work. I totally forgot that it was tax free weekend! Apparently several other people asked off for that weekend as well. Of all the things too! I can work that Friday and Sunday, but that Saturday the 5th I HAVE to have off. It is MAJORLY important to me. Daniel told me earlier that ( Read more... )

I am not sure where to begin. I can't decide what kind of mood I am in. I'm frustrated, I'm determined, I'm happy, I'm dreading the day, I'm tired, I'm ...I don't know. I'm tired of things not getting done at work, but yet I'm starting not to care. It's beyond my control now. I've expressed my feelings towards the situation probably more times than ( Read more... )

I am two weeks away from one of the hardest things you have to experience in life. I hope none of you ever have to experience this. This is definately not something I wish on anybody. In two weeks it will be the one year mark of when I lost my angel. I made it through the due date, but somehow I don't think this mark will be as easy, so to speak. I ( Read more... )