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[storyofaheart]

So my life has been going to hell in a hand basket...Tommy and I have been fighting over him possibly of cheating on me w/ his ex-girlfriend Shelbie. Very rarely do I ever check his email, and the one time that I do, I find out that he is still talking to Shelbie! *NOT* happy @ all about that, then I come to find all of these messages from her on

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[storyofaheart]

And no Tommy isn't cheating on me! I believe him through and through..I love my baby and I know better than to think he would...it's just what would you have thought it you found things like that ya know....

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Dora

[fuckeu]

better think twice about that

[storyofaheart]

Thank you sweetheart, I really do *appreciate* your advice and sharing your past relationship w/ me. I just think I need more evidence before I do anything, ya know. I don't want to believe that he would do this to me, especially now. But like you said I do have somethings that aren't in his favor. I want to know from her too ya know. I don't know if she would lie to me about this or not. B/c she still wants him back, but if it's not true I don't want her to tell me that they have done something and they really haven't, ya know what I mean. I'm keeping my guard up, but not to where he will notice I still suspect that something is going on

sorry

[breakingporches]

i am sorry to hear about this. I read this the other day and I did not know what to say. I was too shocked for words. All I have to say is keep your guard up and look and listen for anything that does not seem right. This kinda happened between me and Luke. I forgave him, but I could never forget. he always called her and talked to her. He always wanted her over at the house. It just made me feel inadequate, like not a whole person at all. I knew Lucas was there for me, but I don't think he was emotionally there for me. I needed that feeling of knowing that when I made love to that man, that he was thinking of me and not *her*. Still to this day I still question myself if he ever thought of her, like I was not good enough. It was a very strong blow to my self-esteem. I still have not fully recovered from that. It takes time to heal past mistakes and Tommy does love you as his wife and mother of his child, you should NOT doubt that.

[storyofaheart]

Oh babe I have *NO* doubt in my mind that he loves me. I know he does, it's just I just don't know how to deal w/ all of this. I love this man more than life itself... But I can't help but feel this way, that there is just something missing. I'm just scared...

How are you? I hope everything is going good babe....*muah* I love ya!

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[lonelyfreak]

Hey Doll how you do i get ahold you of you!!!! goodness call me e-mail sumthin.. stop by for heaven's sake... my b-day party is this saturday .. @ my house .. you should stop by.. Love you!
~*~Tish

Sorry to hear about Tommy!, im here ya know that!! 10WEEKS!!! YAYA!

[storyofaheart]

I'm sorry hunnie, I've just been so busy here lately it's just crazy. I'm planning my wedding, trying to get baby shower stuff in oreder, getting ready for Lilly herself. Just so hertic...10 weeks already:) I remember when I was just 10 weeks, and now look @ me...I'm 31 weeks today, and I only have 9 more weeks to go:) *hehehe* Thanks babe, but things between Tommy and I are *MUCH* better now. We had a very *LONG* talk about everything...And I know the truth, and nothing did happen. Shelbie was just saying that to get to me, which it did, but hey shit happens. I love and miss you bunches!!!

I'll try to stop by sometime soon kk!

*muah*

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[lonelyfreak]

Heyy i seen you at the mall yesterday.. Zach screamed Dora for me.. cuz i cant be loud anymore... i dunno why.. nobody hears me... anywayz.. you didnt even turn around!! but thats okay, i was in the little store being fat so i wasnt about to leave doin that... UMMMMM ILL KNOW BOY OR GIRL TODAY!! i g2g Love You!!
~*~Tish<333