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My tweets
- Sun, 21:37: I have yet to eat today, I'm not sure that is a good thing.
- Mon, 02:04: burnt my thumb on an #eggo.
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I don't know anymore.
I don't know what I am doing.
I don't know who I am.
I don't know how to be alone.
I don't know how to not think.
I don't know why my moods are more down than up.
I don't know why I don't feel the need to eat.
I am so utterly lost.
She loves me, and I don't know why.
Though, it seems she has considered her other options.
I don't know anything -
food and sex.
so I usually weigh myself once a month, just to keep an idea of where I am at. well last month I was close to 190 pounds, and well I weighed myself today, I am sitting at 170. I've lost so much weight, and not in a good healthy way either. it makes me happy that I am dropping, but I know it's not the proper way to do things ( Read more... ) -
My tweets
- Fri, 15:43: I hate when you do this.
- Fri, 15:52: why do I even bother, I wonder if I care too god damn much. whatever.
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sketchtime!
I've been working on a sketch for part of my girlfriends Valentines Day present, it's early, but I needed to take my mind off of tomorrow. so here is part of the rough sketch, its all smeared though =|
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I just made a complete fool of myself. I'm sitting in my colleges cafeteria and I just sat crying non-stop for the last twenty minutes. I couldn't stop them, they just came and wouldn't stop. I hate when my mother does this to me. I hate when I do this to myself. -
why do I feel like everything is falling apart?
all my walls are going up again, I feel like I'm stressing over nothing, I want nothing more than to be alone during my break, yet I want my girlfriend here. fuck that situation. ugh. we've been together three an a half months, and I've never been more happy in my life. I was suppose to go see her for Christmas, but her dad wouldn't allow it, and ( Read more... ) -
My tweets
- Mon, 17:28: good to know you always have my back. I can't wait to get out of here.
- Tue, 02:39: god I hate this feeling
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My tweets
- Sun, 12:52: RT @ VINNYGUADAGNINO: Hey Canada, can we do an international trade? I'll give you @ sn00ki for the word "Eh."
- Sun, 12:55: its the way she gets me, even in my darkest moments ~
- Sun, 14:17: pathetic much?
- Sun, 19:46: RT @ myhalcyondays: And not a stitch of focus exists in me this night.
- Sun, 21:27: shit night. sleep early. exam in ( Read more... )