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Almost 3am, why the hell am I not asleep
I have been awake almost 24 hours now, and I'd really like to know why. What's wrong with me? I should be sound asleep, but instead here I am laying alone in bed listening to Shadow of the Day by Linkin Park and reading stories that make my pulse quicken and my breath shorten. I know I haven't posted a story in ages, but I am working on one I swear ( Read more... ) -
Almost 3am, why the hell am I not asleep
I have been awake almost 24 hours now, and I'd really like to know why. What's wrong with me? I should be sound asleep, but instead here I am laying alone in bed listening to Shadow of the Day by Linkin Park and reading stories that make my pulse quicken and my breath shorten. I know I haven't posted a story in ages, but I am working on one I swear ( Read more... ) -
Again really
Tonight hasnt been a good night for me, but what else is new. Im sorry now for any miss types i am writin this from my phone. Grrrr really why cant life just hand me a favorable deck just once, i mean i work hard, dp the right things all the time, study, go to school, go to family functions even when they interfer with school.... So why? Why can i ( Read more... ) -
The last 3 years
I think I've lost the person that used to be my best friend. We were together through thick and thin since freshman french 1 is high school. But the last 3 years she has been slipping away. Her becoming a assistant hall manager for my old Uni has changed her and not in a good way. She has become increasingly distant and never shares things with me ( Read more... ) -
Addicted
I have written and re-written this blog in my head over the last several weeks. I was trying to decide how to go about doing this, but here it goes ( Read more... ) -
A different kind of story
So I have decided to post a more... how shall I put this.. its a naughty story... so be warned now it is rated:xxx, but keep in mind that the story is not yet finished. I just ran out of inspiriation for now. enjoy ( Read more... ) -
Another night another dream
Ugh will these dreams ever stop. I'm talking about the dreams where I end up hurting myself. In this one I was walking around the mall and then the dream skipped and I was sitting in on the ground with blood running down my arm staining the white tile floor. People just kept walking past me. No one wanted to help... But here's the part that ( Read more... ) -
So not pleased
so this is the second night in a row that I feel like I have been ignored. Let me start at the begining. Yesterday I get up at 9am and get ready for work. I leave for work by 11:15am to be at work by noon. Guess who's on the computer? The fiance. I get home a around 8:30 -9 pm. Guess who's still on the DAMN computer? The fiance. Granted he did do ( Read more... ) -
I know this is stupid....
Okay so I know this is stupid, but.... the other day my signif. and I were talking and he said,"you'd be really pretty if you could lose weight, but keep the fullness of your face." I have to be honest I was offended. I know he didnt mean it to be that way. I want to lose weight and he knows I want to get smaller, but I dont have time to go workout ( Read more... )
