So I am now 3 weeks into my new life... and I have been searching for a job since then.. with no luck.... I really need to find a job. bills are coming up and I'd reather not be late with them. Sitting at home in the tiny apartment is beinging to wear on me. I can feel the darker side of me swelling again. All I do is sit here and play World of ( Read more... )

As I sit here reflecting on recent events and try to keep from having a panic attack that I begin to think, trying to figure out why I feel like I can't breath and feel anxious. Maybe its everything happening all at once. I mean in less than 11 days I'll be moving away from my current College and going home for a week before I move on to a new life ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say.......... I'm engaged as of 9pm 4/25/09. I still cant believe it. I can't stop starring at the ring. Its a little over 1 carot. Ahhh!!! I have so much to do! But no date has been set and wont be set for a while.

So it's 3:30 am and I can't sleep because I can't breath and noone is awake for me to talk to. I know why I cant breath, its my asthma and allergies. Allergies are making me cough which irritates the lungs which in turn aggrivates my asthma which causes more coughing. I would try to use me inhaler but its so old. I haven't had a problem until ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while due to not being able to get the site to come up on any of the computers I have access to, but hey whatever was wrong seems fixed now. This isn't gonna be another story, its gonna be a rant (or waht I can rant about in the next 15 mins before class ( Read more... )

Another story, I know I finally got around to doing this (it's 1 am here) and this seems to be the only time I have to do this since my residents wont let me sleep. any ways enjoy. StrLte

Sometimes Love Doesn't Make Everything Alright
   How many times had she sat in the steaming water of the hot tub and thought about him, about life before him, and ( Read more... )

I know everyone is probably waiting for the next unfinished story that's been floating around in my mind, but alas I have had no time to start a single one. I have been swamped with 2 jobs and 3 - 3000 lvl science classes. I feel like I'm gonna snap. Dispite my best efforts to study for my Chem 2 exams I have failed them and as a result have ( Read more... )

Okay yet another unfinished sttory. Maybe one day I'll actually finish one, who knows. Anyways enjoy. If anyone has any suggestions for what should happen next let me know. StrLte

She Don’t Want the World…

She stares out across the ocean at the setting sun, watching the colors fade. You would think a place like this, where the only sound was the ( Read more... )

This to tie you all over till I can get to writing again. Work has had me soo busy lately that I just have hardly had a chance to breath.
StrLte

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
To be honest... ok I cant share that one, but I can say this year was the first time I have had a bf over a major holiday.

2. Did you ( Read more... )

Hello blog-land, I'm back as promised. No more stories just yet, I'm working on them though. No this time I just needed to vent... well maybe not vent but let out what's been building inside of me since yesterday.... so here it is ( Read more... )